....this is so unreal.... i can't stop crying, my head hurts so much from crying. I can't look at his dog house without crying...i see him in my mind, still so fresh. I loved Willie with all my heart. I'd like to think that i gave him the best life possible...he had a big yard to run around in, a porch he loved to sun on, a huge dog house to cuddle up in, puppies to play with, me, plenty of food, plenty of water,.......why did this happen? we thought we kept him safely away from the neighbors farm land....why would this beautiful life be taken away??