Yes I'm sad at times and I miss him but ruin my life ,now way he enriched my life so much. I thank heavens for him everyday ,actually all my kids and grands.In no way do I want anyone to feel sorry for us.I learned alot from Chris,he didn't always want to take his meds,he wanted to give up at times but we all stuck together till it was to much for him ,then we said goodbye and stayed with him till he was with God I'd like to think.
I've learned you need to try to live life to the fulless ,while you can. Give of yourself,don't judge,you never know the whole story, and alot of times it's none of your business. Treat others as you want them to treat you,But don't back down if someone is doing something hurtful. Reschreach ,the doctors are human ,not gods,then gentle leave your findings on their desk,so it's their idea. Never give up but know when it's time to let go and so much more.
Thanks again everyone for letting me talk.